Life sucks. I cannot bear to accept someone whom you used to share much memories with, someone once within your grasp, someone who once always made herself available to you, almost as though for you to fiddle with, where success was just a few right decisions away eventually ended up with other guy. It would have been easy to move on if the girl has a no-no stand to begin with, it makes things hard when it is something you both develop mutually, when the girl found you admirable. I find it hard to accept, I am still very convinced had my timing been right, had I not given the flowers too early and made her decide while her feelings was not strong enough, had I not go to NZ when I sent the flower, had I let our feelings developed a little longer and held her hands, things would have been very different...if then the outcome still remains, I will accept. Its just unbearable to see her opt for the second best option. Life sucks...
*P.s To Saw the serial killer: if you read this and decided to teach me a lesson and play some game, screw you, I will make you play my game.
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